Sunday, November 21, 2010
Loss of Sanity
I have this really bad habit of sitting and doing my homework all at once. This can become a serious problem because sometimes I do not start these projects until eight or nine o'clock at night.... Which means I am up until six or seven o'clock in the morning. My alarm goes off at 6:30 am or 7:30 am almost everyday. This means I have to run on NO SLEEP for the rest of the day. I have to be able to function at work and use my brain/ be able to think in class. Now I understand that my procrastination has something to do with this but it is also due to my lack of time. I do not know what I was thinking registering for five classes this semester with working full time. I must've had a moment of insanity thinking I would be able to juggle everything. Well I have found a way to juggle, just cut out my sleep. It has been my observation that my lack of sleep has the following side effects: Silly-ness, forgetfulness, cranky-ness, slurred speech, blood shot eyes, heavy bags under the eyes, and a made up vocabulary. Please disregard and type of nonsense you read on my blog because it is probably written during one of my moments ofinsanity. Who does this to themselves? I don't even know if it is an option sometimes or from my procrastination. Sometimes I think the procrastination comes from the need to finish other projects and homework assignments first before moving on to the next. I have to get what is due first out of the way before I can start on the next one and I never seem to leave myself enough time to do anything because I am constantly pulling all nighters. Last week I went THREE nights with out sleep.... Who stays up doing homework? I wish it was for a more exciting reason... Like it was a wild and crazy night that became epic. But no, I am here doing homework, studying, finishing projects, and checking my facebook. I am pretty sure I have become delusional. I forgot my name at work this morning!!!! Who does that? Ah well... as they say it will all pay off in the end. Let's just hope that's true.
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